hairdressers.
must they always do exactly what you tell them NOT TO?


So yeah, as you've probably guessed I did indeed get my hair cut the other day, I came armed with a photo, and mini speech on what I did NOT what this woman to do to my hair, as it is exceedingly dear to me. I've been on bad terms with my hair until about Aug last year when I finally got it cut the way I wanted it, and as it grew (very long might I add) It took a nice shape - one i'd been wanting for a while.
no side fringe, easily pinned back, layered, not blunt at the bottom, but kind of running down my back in a kind of V shape.

Well, now its not.
I will admit, half of the problem is my fault - i've been toying with the idea of a pretty blunt fringe for a while now - (think miss mosh style fringe) i've had them before, and sort of missed it - even wondering why I was so hateful towards it at the time.


Now I remember why.... dispite my asking for a THICK fringe, seeing as the front of my hair is not quite as thick as the back, I ended up having to bully the woman into making it even slighlty more thick, and now I am left with a fringe that parts ALL the time, exactly what I didn't want - it also keeps poking me in the eyes, when I asked for one just above my eyebrow - seeing as think my eyebrows are a integral part of my face. - but alas thats not the worst of it.
I think I said something along the lines of - "could you please just take 2 inches off my hair, but I want you to cut it in exactly the same shape as it already is, ie: I just want it to look the same only a few inches shorter"
I dont know if that impossible for hairdressers to do or something, but she cut it completely blunt. As in, whereas my hair would have flowed down
in a slim v shape, it is now blunt at the bottom, and all the same length, she seemed to ignore my request for "layers" as well.

>;[

I took some photos before I left the house to go get the awful cut as I had a feeling buried in my memory of past hairdressers that she'd fuck it up, even tho I was going to the same one who fixed my hair way back in Aug - unfortunately I got a different hairdresser and she ruined me.

I know this sounds very melodramatic, but I honestly can not take a decent self portrait with this hair - the few quick times I tried - to show my friend who wanted a photo of it. maybe i'm being over-dramatic due to my current hate for it, but thats how I feel right now, so theres even more reason for me not to post as may self port's. |:

-sigh- maybe when I go get it coloured it'll look better, i'm not going back there anyway.

in other news- GCSE'S in like one month, and due to the amount of art I need to get done I have literally hardly revised, I feel like im falling down in subjects im even good at and I have this overwhelming feeling of imminent failure. I feel like I should just give up now - im not even sure I have the stamina for a-levels anymore, but i'd feel like a total failure if I didnt even try to take them. If I even get decent enought grades to get back INTO 6th year that is, dear god. ):

life isn't too fun atm.
PS: I went to the zoo last saturday, I took some nice wee snaps, but I cant help but feel they are boring, should I post some anyway?

PPS; its my birthday next thursday! I have no idea what I want, either loads of clothes off the internet, and camera thingz, or some clothes and a DS, or an xbox 360 or something.
argghhh.
I've never been into "gaming" somuch. but I really want some sort of console now.
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